Dear daddy's little girl

Don't you know that your just a little girl. Do not ever play with me as your enemy, you'll get a return.
I think she was planning something. Something very evil. Something which I thought was very embarrassing. Not opinionated, ignorant, fear, feeling pressured by someone who never really existed.
Stupid her. She gathered some of my friends and try to keep them away from me. She was afraid of losing friends. I remember when she says bad things about them and mocking them with dirty words.

OH GOD, DAMN IT! THE WORLD HAS CHANGED WITHOUT YOU HERE

I knew this before, I knew this would happen. Pity you, you're just a teenager that the outside looks like a nut, but inside you're empty. There's nothing you can do, daddy's little girl :D

Really. It would be the last time for me

FUCKFUCKFUCK OKEY FINALLY I HAVE TO FACE THE REALITY. YOU'RE NOT MINE ANYMORE (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)


FUCK 2011

So, last message for you. I'll living my life as like have you lived for 8 months
G'bye bastard

Happy nu yeah all

Hey what'ya doin in new year eve? I'm going to Bandung from 30th November till 1st of January. That was great, hmmm honestly it's not really great like that. I was crying in the morning because they didn't undrestand what I need at that time. I just need something sweet such as chocolate or sweet cake maybe. But they did what they wanted to do without asking any permission with me.
I was crying and cranky with them. I don't even care what they'll say. I just think of myself just then, it seems so selfish. But after that I'll get better with time running.
After that crapy moment, night getting closer and closer. I was churching in GKI Maulana Yusuf in Bandung.
There was very crowded. I was forced to sit on the stairs and not very clearly hear what was the pastor said.

After that me and my family went to Paris Van Java. Initially I thought this all going to be a New Year's Eve the worst in my life. But it didn't at all. After arriving, me and my sister broke away from them to go to the toilet. From there we run away for a couple time into the roof of the Blitz Megaplex. Okay there was tottaly amazing, lots of people there. I accompanied my sister for a while to smoke, okay she had a very long not smoking and she said her mouth was sour hahahahhaha lol hahaha

Finally, we tried to enjoy this new year by sitting in starbucks coffee and enjoy coffee that we ordered. I really enjoyed it. I'm delighted, although I felt very exhausted by the absence of YOU around me and WOW that was almost 8 months dude.



ps: These are some of pictures frm my bleckyberry, hope you'll enjoying a year ahead :)