12 February 2010

TOLONG!!!

BIKIN GUE BENCI SAMA LO, THIS IS THE BEST WAY FOR ME!!!!!!

Ternyata....

Yak ternyata isi blog gue bener, hahha kalo gue sih ga segampang itu buat cari yang baru. Ternyata gue salah dan bener katanya Giezka gue nyari yang lain aja. Gileee dia aja gitu masa gue engga hahahhaa. Ngatain lo tuh cuma buat gue supaya gampang aja ngelupain lo kaya yang lo lakuin ke gue juga. Yaudah lah cin lo juga ga bales msn gue, taiii lah mau bikin gue kesiksa diatas kesenangan lo aja. Kok jadi cowo ga gentle gidu ya?
widiiiiih yaudah deh poll emang bener kata temen gue kalo "LO TUH JAHAT DAN GA PANTES BUAT GUE"

Ynez juga bener sama Amell kalo gue salah selama kurang lebih 1 minggu masih ngarep sama cowo yang ga ngarepin gue juga. Gue masih gatau ini yang gue mau atau engga ya tapi dengan sikap lo yang kaya gini masa gue mau kalah gitu aja iya gak? bener deh kakak sepupu gue yang ga suka sama lo, udah diterawang ternyata emang ga bener :)

This is just what I think about :')

This is just what I think about :') Dari semua yang kalian baca ya pasti nebaknya gue lagi gacin dan blablabla lah pastinya, bener kok. Gue ga berharap macem-macem pas bikin ini, tau banget emang semua udah lewat so I have to move on like what he did now. My tears doesn't means anything right now. I'm so glad if you found someone new, maybe she better so much than me.This is the best way :')Gue dianggep gila masa pas hari ini tiba-tiba ngomong kenceng banget "gimana ya kalo gue yang ngajak balikan?" pro-kontra semuanya lagian juga lagi pelajaran geografi dan Bu Susan denger wahaha -____-v ya buu.Susah ya buat lupain 6 bulan yang pernah dilewatin bareng-bareng. Bagi gue lo yang paling baik padahal semua temen gue udah bilang "dia tuh jahat sama lo poll", engga kali dia yang paling baik malahan. Gue aja udah diajarin banyak hal, dia juga ngertiin gue disaat banyak yang ga ngertiin gue. Apapun yang kalian bilang tentang dia jangan liat dari sisi negatifnya aja, liat deh positifnya banyak juga looh :')Kalo ditanya kangen? ya iyalah ngapain juga gue bo'ong hehehe tapi pasti bisa kok ngelewatin semuanya

11 February 2010

this is what I feel

Our time together is just never quite enough even as much as you hurt me, there’s something about you that still draws me closer and it’s not letting me let you go.

You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I missed you every walking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and go on without you.

Just because I know you not worth my tears doesn’t mean I’m going to stop crying

It sucks when you know that you need to let go but I can’t, because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen.

But sometimes I think that I’m just a fool who’s willing to sit around and wait for you

I wish that I could move on, but can’t let go it’s too strong

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until I can’t breathe, hold hands, I want to fall hopelessly in love with you

When I said leave, but all I really want is you to stand outside my window, throwing pebbles screaming, I’m in love with you.

And so you asked how I was doing and I lied and said I was fine. I mean, life is okay but it would be better if you were mine.

And I will always think of you as someone that I love

But tell me…….

What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay?

Oh yeah, I still can’t believe you found somebody new, but I wish you the best I guess

Eventhough I think you’re too fast move on from me and out with the one new I cried all night long hoping that you’ll texting message for me and said I MISS YOU


06 October 2009

don't be rude man!!

3 words to say : I Hate You
i think you know that, so i hope you never ever come back into my life (like saying happy birthday to me or says sorry because blablabla) "telat woooy mading aja udah siap terbit"

LISTEN TO ME NOW

First : Remember when losers unite man, you’d be outnumbered. And you’ll lose anyway.. LOSER
  • hahhaa maybe my real name is revenge


You think I forgot about you?
You think I forgot what you did do you?
Do yo really think I’ll erase you from my head and my heart so easy do you?
Don’t you really hope that I’ll forgive you
Coz all my life I’ve been waiting for you, I’ve been, I’ve been waiting to say this to you.
I’ll try my best to not to kill you.
I remember how you embarassed me, you make me feel small in front of everybody.
They were mocking, screamin, laughin at me.
I was dying coz my friends turned to my enemy.
Im strong now coz you failed to kill me.
I set my mind, I’ll make you see me.
I’ll now kill you and your life to be.
I’ll show you what a girl, that you have made me.

Special Thanks for ; GOD you gave me freedom of speech!