12 February 2010
Ternyata....
widiiiiih yaudah deh poll emang bener kata temen gue kalo "LO TUH JAHAT DAN GA PANTES BUAT GUE"
Ynez juga bener sama Amell kalo gue salah selama kurang lebih 1 minggu masih ngarep sama cowo yang ga ngarepin gue juga. Gue masih gatau ini yang gue mau atau engga ya tapi dengan sikap lo yang kaya gini masa gue mau kalah gitu aja iya gak? bener deh kakak sepupu gue yang ga suka sama lo, udah diterawang ternyata emang ga bener :)
This is just what I think about :')
11 February 2010
this is what I feel
Our time together is just never quite enough even as much as you hurt me, there’s something about you that still draws me closer and it’s not letting me let you go.
You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I missed you every walking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and go on without you.
Just because I know you not worth my tears doesn’t mean I’m going to stop crying
It sucks when you know that you need to let go but I can’t, because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen.
But sometimes I think that I’m just a fool who’s willing to sit around and wait for you
I wish that I could move on, but can’t let go it’s too strong
I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until I can’t breathe, hold hands, I want to fall hopelessly in love with you
When I said leave, but all I really want is you to stand outside my window, throwing pebbles screaming, I’m in love with you.
And so you asked how I was doing and I lied and said I was fine. I mean, life is okay but it would be better if you were mine.
And I will always think of you as someone that I love
But tell me…….
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay?
Oh yeah, I still can’t believe you found somebody new, but I wish you the best I guess
Eventhough I think you’re too fast move on from me and out with the one new I cried all night long hoping that you’ll texting message for me and said I MISS YOU
06 October 2009
don't be rude man!!
- hahhaa maybe my real name is revenge
You think I forgot about you?
You think I forgot what you did do you?
Do yo really think I’ll erase you from my head and my heart so easy do you?
Don’t you really hope that I’ll forgive you
Coz all my life I’ve been waiting for you, I’ve been, I’ve been waiting to say this to you.
I’ll try my best to not to kill you.
I remember how you embarassed me, you make me feel small in front of everybody.
They were mocking, screamin, laughin at me.
I was dying coz my friends turned to my enemy.
Im strong now coz you failed to kill me.
I set my mind, I’ll make you see me.
I’ll now kill you and your life to be.
I’ll show you what a girl, that you have made me.
Special Thanks for ; GOD you gave me freedom of speech!
