Welcome the end the year

Hello it's December already! Can't wait to see my socks full of present from santa. Hey I was nice during this year, right?

Kimmy was the best early present, ever!

We've been together from November 28, 2011. Her fullname is KimmyCreamy <3

Disillusion

Do you remember my older post about something crashed in my head and now I feel something has changed. I lost some memory that I should remember.

I don't know what I'd forgotten, but I know there should be something important that I remember. I can't tell anyone, even my mom or my closest friend.........

Fell in a shoe lust

So many various shoe right now. And I fell in love with these one (with many colors). This is why I hate lived in Jakarta, Indonesia! Urgh!!!!!

I look at a picture like these shoe, and EASILY fall for those shoe. HAHAHAHA like odasodsncsjfsbsnb they're already in my mind but I cant sketch them in a papper (well I'm sucks in drawing)

"A chic oxford with platform. Side cutout. Calf leather upper with lace up front.

Rubber outsole. It's very cute if wear with casual short or long skirt.

It can make you look cute with vintage style."

Kelong Grey Ivory by Jeffrey Campbell

Combi Creper by JS Showroom

"Chic sneakers with vintage style and high fashion platform!

Wear with cuffed shorts and a boyfriend button-down for a casual-chic look,

or dress it up with a long maxi dress for a unique summer style.
Leather upper and lining with a man-made sole."

Ad Long Brown Combo by Jeffrey Campbell

"They're here! The Jeffrey Campbell AD Long Oxford Flatforms! Perforated lace-up oxford wingtip flatform."

Ad Long in Grey Blue Combo by Jeffrey Campbell

WHERE THE HELL I CAN BUY THOSE SHOES??!!

Halloween 00:00

For the umpteenth time........

i didn't celebrate halloween as around the world do right now. i used my prison uniform, hoping someone would freed me from this prison house.

Please help this little poor girl :(

This morning I'll attend Racing Cars party. hopefully this will be fun.................like what i expect

Nailtoons

FANGS FROM THE DOORS!

Halllooooo, my blog says "WOOOOW LONG TIME NO SEE"

HAHAHA that's what i guess if she/he could speak to me, oh my......sorry cuties :')

"I could leave home without make up, but without my nails painted?! It feels like losing your old converse, yeah sucks!"

2 days ago I painted my nails with black&white cartoon. I'm so proud to myself who could do something pretty nice.

"Created by me for my sister :)"

What you need:

- Base and Top coat

- White nail polish

- Cartoons or any paper you had

- 'Magic liquid' to juggle the cartoons! (the most important)

"I made it by myself, and I don't care with ppl who says I lied"

Pole attack!

Unfortunately I got accident 2 days ago. I've got scar in my forehead, lips & gum, and my cheek. I didn't really remember how it happend. But all I know it was my fault for walking on the driveway. Suddenly there was a pole hit my head from above cause I didn't realize it. Camely was tried to warn me, but it's too late. I was bleeding and it won't stop.

And for now on, my eyes hurt. It probably because I've been crying for too long.
As usual Parents.

Related

I do adore her, Audire Kiko Daniel as known Kiko Mizuhara.
OMG I really wanna be like her *dreaming-dreaming*
I love her smile, her hair, her passion of fashion and I realllllllllllly love her as a women. Hahahahaha maybe this is what they called 'Lesbian' :P
I always check her up on Tumblr

Suit in my case

Hello! Today I got period, so I didn't go anywhere. Well, I'm blogging :D For some reason, I decided to searching a suitcase. You know the reason is, my mom always mad at me because I do carelessly putting my camera analog in everywhere. Actually, I didn't mean to do that. I just can't find a pretty suitcase for my LOMO. I do love 'em. Sorry, my bad :P So I'm looking forward for a new one, here is the old suitcase (fyi: I got this suitcase from my nephew's birthday parcel)
And I've tried to searching 'em in Etsy and I found mannnnnnnyyyy cool stuff and they very cheap (if I buy 'em in USA of course -___-)
Foallla, here the best 4 from a couple page I opened

1. Vintage Suitcase by KCJO

2. Bella Lugosi Bride of The Monster by Funhouse777

3. Sexy Bedroom Recycled Vintage Suitcase 1940s elaborated to die by Funkyfindzonline

4. Recycled Vintage Sexy Suitcase Last Tango In Paris by Funkyfindzonline

Yeah so you guys have seen 'em by yourself and I REALLY WANT 'EM LIKE HELL :'''''''
Can you give me information if you see something like em'.

Amnesia part1

Heyyyyy i've forgot that i have blog acc. hahahaha sorry.

Well i don't know what i have to tell.

1. oh yeah i'm not wearing uniform anymore yeaaaaaaaah, cause i have to go to collage and until now i haven't had decided which university i have to go. (sebenernya pake seragam itu seru loh. lo gak perlu bingung hari ini bakal pake apa, bsk apa, yg ini udh keseringan dlll. but my uniform were so odd old)

Everybody always ask me "which collage you'll in?' or "why you don't get state university?" HEY I'VE TRIED AND I FAILED Y' KNOW.

I know that i didn't gave my 100% for study that time but i think that state university doesn't guarantee the successful of someone. I was decide between binus or lspr. yeaaay, the truth is i don't wanna go to collage :|

2. holiday almost over. and i didn't do anything in a past 3 months. can you imagine that i'm just doing sleep, eat, dvd marathon, and using laptop. GAAAAAH (i've planing to join lomography club by riding a bike but it seems like i'm too lazy to move my ass from my bed :p)

3. I'M ENJOYING MY HOLIDAY. some of my picture were here amelia :)

4. I'm not attended JRL for this year. don't ask me why because i'm in a bad tamper with this case.

5. my pony haircut is straight. hahahahahahhaha some of my friends told that i look like a korean 9i'm happy to heard that), like a kids, like a jojo 'keong racun' (FUCK!) and more. but i like 'em like really :'D

6. happy birthday my braces, we've been through a year together 2 Juny 2010 - 2 Juny 2011 :):):)

i don't know what i have to tell you anymore, so if i remember i will repost something in the part 2 hahahahahhaha.

hope you enjoy it <3

I MISS YOU>>>>

HEEEEEYYYY I MISS YOU SO BAD NUTS!

my nuts are baby blue octopus, oktomatoes lomo and supercolores polaroid.
anyone who steal my octopus and lomo will die and burn in hell for hundreds of millions of years.

EAT THAT SHYT!!!!!!!

Begins

Abell's puppy. Well he asked me to give them names.
Because I pretty love Bruno Mars
so it looks like I will give names to one of their Mars :)

i've been working hard so long
seems like pay has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learnt how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

Crave them!

We No Speak Americano (HOW CAN I???)

someone please teach me how to play with my hands like tht!

M##SCON

Yeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaah Try Out 4 was ended. And if you thought that I was successfully break the score. YOU WRONG!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA
TO ini kayaknya gue gak lulus. Yep, susah dan diperparah sama radang tenggorokan gue yg udah 2 minggu ini gak sembuh2.
Well, kata nyokap sih gapapa gagal 1 dari 4 yang udah dilewatin. Tapi tetep aja gue ga bisa gitu, udh dikasih android gara2 nilai TO yg kemaren bagus malah ngelunjak (baca: main games di android terus).
Sebenernya masih blm tau sih lulus apa engga, feeling sih bilang gak.
Btw aku keterima di Universitas Multimedia Nusantara lewat jalur prestasi grade A loh hahahaha :D

Liat deh si hipo kan capek juga nemenin aku belajar terus :*

Come and blash me on!

Pepperoni - Buckzee - Tobaco

Elfisukesuki

Polaroid close up 636

Android froyo 2.2

Polaroid SUN 635

I've got the golden ticket to collage

Mini instax blue

Thank you God for giving 'em to be a part of my life :)

Sounds *fiuuh*

I'm taken a deep breath and then I saw something like I could saying "CONGRATS FOR BOTH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LONG LAST YEA"
You know what?? Akhirnya gue bisa bernafas dengan lega karna skrg gue ga merasa bersalah lagi sm anak orang :''''''''DD
Bcause it's been a year for you and a year more for me :D
still exciting and I can describe what's in my mind

Dear daddy's little girl

Don't you know that your just a little girl. Do not ever play with me as your enemy, you'll get a return.
I think she was planning something. Something very evil. Something which I thought was very embarrassing. Not opinionated, ignorant, fear, feeling pressured by someone who never really existed.
Stupid her. She gathered some of my friends and try to keep them away from me. She was afraid of losing friends. I remember when she says bad things about them and mocking them with dirty words.

OH GOD, DAMN IT! THE WORLD HAS CHANGED WITHOUT YOU HERE

I knew this before, I knew this would happen. Pity you, you're just a teenager that the outside looks like a nut, but inside you're empty. There's nothing you can do, daddy's little girl :D

Really. It would be the last time for me

FUCKFUCKFUCK OKEY FINALLY I HAVE TO FACE THE REALITY. YOU'RE NOT MINE ANYMORE (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)


FUCK 2011

So, last message for you. I'll living my life as like have you lived for 8 months
G'bye bastard

Happy nu yeah all

Hey what'ya doin in new year eve? I'm going to Bandung from 30th November till 1st of January. That was great, hmmm honestly it's not really great like that. I was crying in the morning because they didn't undrestand what I need at that time. I just need something sweet such as chocolate or sweet cake maybe. But they did what they wanted to do without asking any permission with me.
I was crying and cranky with them. I don't even care what they'll say. I just think of myself just then, it seems so selfish. But after that I'll get better with time running.
After that crapy moment, night getting closer and closer. I was churching in GKI Maulana Yusuf in Bandung.
There was very crowded. I was forced to sit on the stairs and not very clearly hear what was the pastor said.

After that me and my family went to Paris Van Java. Initially I thought this all going to be a New Year's Eve the worst in my life. But it didn't at all. After arriving, me and my sister broke away from them to go to the toilet. From there we run away for a couple time into the roof of the Blitz Megaplex. Okay there was tottaly amazing, lots of people there. I accompanied my sister for a while to smoke, okay she had a very long not smoking and she said her mouth was sour hahahahhaha lol hahaha

Finally, we tried to enjoy this new year by sitting in starbucks coffee and enjoy coffee that we ordered. I really enjoyed it. I'm delighted, although I felt very exhausted by the absence of YOU around me and WOW that was almost 8 months dude.



ps: These are some of pictures frm my bleckyberry, hope you'll enjoying a year ahead :)